Where Have I Been?

I am going to make it a mission to write more often. SO many things has happened, that I, myself, (the one with such a great memory) can not remember everything that has happened lately. I think it's because I have tried to block some of it out. I must be doing a good job of it.

You know, haven't you had some of those days or moments in your life that you wish you were too doped up to remember? Well, I haven't been doping myself, but sometimes I wish I could. One of the things that keeps me going on in this life is the fact that someday, in the future, life will be better for us. And this crap that I deal with emotionally, will be a distant, slightly humorous memory.

I hate having to be the human calender or I guess, Blackberry for my family. Jason is a grown man, we have been married for almost seventeen years! I am sick of the excuse that he is a typical man, doesn't know any pin numbers, passwords, account numbers, birthdays, sizes, etc., etc. Not fair, I say. Is it too late to opt out having to know those things too? I could try, but all of us, especially the kids, would suffer for it.

(thinking....)

I guess I rather not have my memory wiped any time soon. That would surely suck. But that doesn't mean I can't pretend. Isn't blogs great? It's like cheap therapy.